Shutting down for a while
It's been a difficult month for me. I've realized that my response has largely been to push through to the other side at all costs instead of taking the time to process and manage my emotions, and I've become a bit of a maniac as a result.
I am taking a break. Externally, this will probably look like:
- Disappearing from Discord
- No posts or streams
I'm not entirely sure what I'm going to do next aside from have an honest talk with my therapist. I'm considering unplugging my PC and putting it in a closet for a few weeks. All I know is that something needs to change, and right now I'm basically nonstop drowning out my ability to be alone with my thoughts.
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